Underground
Benjamin Buchholz - United States
they set Ishmael on the ground, leaning back, into it,
for minutes it felt in process, the setting, closed in sky
surrounded by the sickened faces of his friends, what did
they see? stealing glances at the black blood, white linen
stained black, looking under it where Haran tucked the last
bit of him haphazardly into—, wait, in process, they’re
gone before he knows it, late morning, hot already, flies
on the blanket, on the corners of his mouth, a cur dog
approaches, ears down, Ishmael waves, I’m halved, dog, go
away, go away, the dog goes, just a few feet, away, digs
in the shade, lays down with his head on the scrapings,
looks at Ishmael, yawns, he’ll wait, watch, when the US
came through three years before, he ate the dead, knew no
difference between the crushed mule or lamb, the crushed
child, the wet smell of blood, half underground in shade
comfortable as survival is, the wire, rusted, the gate bent
around serpentine berms, concrete, one tower blotting sky,
sidewise, leaning, or had he been set askew?, Ishmael
waiting, he tried to pray, couldn’t remember God’s name,
not the simple name, Allah, he knew that, but tongue deep,
remote, the shiver of god in a word, blue, meson, football,
it opened with coughing, fresh blood in bandages, America
come, I believe, I’ve seen the skyscrapers, glass towers,
I’ve crawled into bed with them, frozen my lip to frames
reflecting me, sold carnations to the shoppers, quiet here,
there is no one on the busy corner, they all know, by law
the savior is responsible, a basket of nectarines, a scale
with a leg of lamb wrapped in paper, weighed, the worth
determined and noted, America come, come Sergeant Coleridge,
I’ve opened with coughing, fresh blood bandaged, America.
Benjamin Buchholz is a US Army Officer recently returned from Iraq.
His recent work, largely focused on war and the changes war causes in
young soldiers, has been nominated for four Pushcart Awards. See
http://www.benjaminbuchholz.com for more.
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